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Saturday, December 11, 2010

a song to sing

makailang beses ko nang narinig ang linyang "idadaan ko nalang sa kanta ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin" or if someone is being asked "what do you wanna tell her/him?", simple lang ang isasagot ng tinatanong, linya ng isang kanta. One of my passion is music. honestly, i don't wanna feel that am being left out when it comes to it. worst is, music na talaga ang syang lumalayo sa kin. hehe.
Music is my all-time reliever. Minsan, musika ang rason kung bakit bigla nalang akong naiiyak at musika rin ang nagiging sagot para matigil ako sa pag- iyak.
Every time i heard the "God gave me you" - dedicated to me by Jett, napapatigil ako - sa paglalakad, at sa kung anoman ang ginagawa ko- and the memories flashes back



Jett sung the song to me weeks before he died. he said, he chose the said song for he was so thankful that he met someone like me na naging katapat nya- lumaban sa matigas nyang ulo at hindi natakot sabayan ang mga kalokohan nya. *tears :(

From Mike:
This was the first song Mike had dedicated to me:

Sana'y ako nalang
by Six Part Invention

Heto na naman
Sulyap ng 'yong mata
Na nagsasabing, ika'y nag-iisa
Pinilit kong sabihin
Ngunit di ko magawa
Na magsabing gusto kita

Tuwing makikita ka
Ang damdamin ay hindi mapigilan

(Chorus)
 
May nagmamahal naba sayo?
Kung wala ay ako nalang
Lahat ibibigay sayo
Na walang alinlangan
Sana'y bigyan naman ng pansin
Ang puso kong ito
Kaya tanong ko lang
Kung may nagmamahal naba?
Sana'y ako nalang

Lagi kitang, inaabangan
Baka sakali makausap man lang
Ngunit takot ang nadarama
Pag nariyan ka na
Pero naiinis pag may kausap ka ng iba

Laging nasa isip ka
Di na magbabago magpakailan pa man

(Repeat chorus)

Hindi na magbabago ang puso ko
Ako'y magmamahal sayo

May nagmamahal naba sayo?
Kung wala ay ako nalang
Lahat ibibigay sayo
Na walang alinlangan
Sana'y bigyan naman ng pansin
Ang puso kong ito
Kaya tanong ko lang
Kung may nagmamahal naba?
Sana'y ako nalang

I felt something different every time i hear the song. mahirap ipaliwanag. ito ang kanta na naiiyak (then.haha) ako pag naririnig ko at pagkatapos mangingiti at yayakapin ko ng mahigpit ang "boyfriend" ko tapos maiiyak ulit. Basta, iba. andun na, ah, "then"  :). nonsense ba? peace on earth.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi! you know what, i admire you so much. because you still love your parekoy despite the heartaches you suffered because of him at kahit nagawa ka na nyang itaboy. ok na po ba kayo? i hope so. sa tingin mo, what would be the reason-words or act- that will tend for you to give up your love for him?

Anonymous said...

hi. i am therese, 25. god gave me you is so touching! you're so lucky that someone sung the song to you. sobrang touching po talaga. take care, Ms. Ludmilla. anyway, why Ludmilla? what does Ludmilla means?