truth or consequence?

On the night of my 23rd, me together with my home-friends played the truth-or-consequence. the rules were: lahat ay magtatanong kung kaninoman titgil ang pag-ikot ng bote and "do not hide-no matter what". as the game went on, everybody got so excited. (for that time, the questions were getting harder) that each one of us may ask  sa kung sinoman ang titigilan ng pag-ikot ng bote. then the bottle stopped spinnin'- at the front of my closest home-friend. and he went for truth. a glimpsed:

first question: "bakit hindi ka makatingin ke che pag kinakausap ka nya? pasensya na, pansin ko,eh"
his answer: for i like her
second: bakit mo sya gusto?
his answer: she's simple. mabait. madali at may sense kausap. sweet. basta!
third: what if ang sagot nya, hindi ka nya gusto. what will you do?
answer: wala akong magagawa. sa kin naman, tinatanong nyo ako, so sinasagot ko.
fourth: you have a gf, what is it with che na wala sa gf mo ngayon?
answer: lahat ng sinabi ko kanina, wala sa gf ko (and everybody chorused "what?")
fifth (it was me): what do you wanna tell me now?
answer: alam mo ba pakiramdam ko ngayon? i wanna evaporate! wala. give me time to tell you everything on what i feel for you.

the next morning, hindi nya ako kinausap. i tried to understand him. hindi nya ako inimik for one whole week!
tapos one day, biglang okay na kami.
but  last week, shocks! ayon na naman sya! i wasn't sure if he has the same reason as before.
so what i did? i cornered him! haha. i begged. so we talked. and yes, usual reason. nahihirapan na daw kasi sya. hindi naman daw kasi nya alam that he will fell for me. okay na ako dun, at least nalaman ko kung bakit sya ganun sa kin. kung bakit nya ako iniwasan. at naintindihan ko sya. well sa ngayon, okay na kami. he texted me last night: "i am lucky that you are my friend. i am lucky that we are friends. good night."
Hay....only if i could just teach my heart. (me ganun!)